ahhh oregon

Thats what I just have to say these days....
I think often of the question, when will I love this place? Will I love this place? And hard to believe now, but I know that I will someday. In L.A. I felt the same in the beginning, initially thought the sun, palm trees, and ocean could carry me through adjusting to a new place, and though they created some solace for me, well, they didn't carry me through and I merely adapted to them. I'm not sure in what ways my solace is found here, I think I'm in the process of seeing that right now.

My nose is not cold currently, what a freaking miracle. My roomates and I decided to turn off the heat after our lame bill from the electric or gas company whichever it is....and pretty much the past two weeks it has been unseasonably cold as they say and my nose was constantly cold as well as the rest of me. We broke down as it has been really cold the past few days and turned them back on...we were tired of seeing our breath inside, not really, but we were tired of being cold. So, I sit in my bed actually pleasantly warm, and to think before I thought this was cold and now it is warm, got to love relativity..if that is a word.

So, been seeing glimpses lately of hope, knowing that all things come together beautifully just in time. Feel lately I'm learning what it means to act in wisdom versus my emotions and how to plan in wisdom now for the future vs. fulfillment now and pay back future if that makes sense. This mostly concerns my finances and budgeting and spending skills. Good stuff I'm learning.
Well, the cherry blossom trees are blooming, I think thats what they are called, they are quite beautiful. The daffodils and flowers are in mostly full effect, I heard spring begins to start in April so I'm believing for more sunshine. Bring it on..please!!!